i don't know why i suddenly remembered those times.... i mean, there's really no reason as far as i'm concerned....

i miss my boys. the way they would fetch me in the morning for breakfast, how we would hang out during breaks and go on endless walks with epic conversations, how we would eat our meals together and all that.... how we would laugh at the most mundane things and talk about everything and nothing at the same time... the way they stuck with me, especially at that time of my life when everything seemed so dreary. how they would make me laugh at their silliness (even after all these years, when i look at that particular letter, i still laugh my ass off.. i swear, that one line was made of win. XD) and make me smile at the wisdom of their words when they get serious. ah, the bittersweet memories. i guess it's for the best that i endured that year, for all the heartache it caused me (i can't believe all that shit happened that year... it was so damned pointless. i don't know how those... people... could live with themselves at that time)... because if i hadn't, maybe i would never have been a part of their group, the only girl at that. i lulz at the others who actually resented me for it and thought that i was with them for other, more absurd reasons. really, they couldn't be more wrong. i practically consider them as family, however cheesy that sounds. i really do love them and i will treasure our memories together for as long as i can. and even if we have parted ways, for me... they will always be my boys.

one of my classmates in elementary school added me in facebook. she also tagged me in one of our 5th grade class pictures. i was like, whoa, that was a long time ago... XD and when i left a comment in that pic, she jokingly told me that he could still remember that i squealed to our teacher that he punched one of our classmates. XD and i was like, dude, i have soooo forgotten that. XD i'll see if he'll answer my comment. it's quite funny though. we established contact only after that much time has passed. XD of course, wala na 'yon. but it still makes me smile every now and then when i reminisce about the foolishness of such youth and the memories, both good and bad, that came out of it. i still regret the sense of loss at that time... if only we were mature enough about it... but then again, we were only what, 10? 11? but that's it. haha! i'm rambling again. i guess i just miss it. lol. good thing they don't know of this blog. XD issue na naman 'to, i'm sure. XD

ohohohohoho~

il y a longtemps que j'ai écrit quelquechose ici. je n'ai assez de temps. point. travailler, travailler, et travailler encore. c'est toujours fatigant, même si ça fait me plaisir (c'est-à-dire mon travail, et pas d'autre chose lol). l'université me manque. mes organisations me manquent, surtout <<la pluie>>. je me sens seule, parce que les autres autour de moi sont soit trop vielle soit trop jeune. et en plus, la stresse n'échappe jamais. tu sais la raison. argh. mais c'est ok. je survivrai, comme j'ai dit au cours de français 30-31 sur la division de la classe (et je suis heureuse que j'étais une des étudiantes de monsieur baizas à cette fois là). XD

alors je dois arrêter ici. je me confuse, donc j'ai fait les digressions. (et peut-être c'est à cause du manque de pratiquer la langue française. -__-;; je suis énervée par l'idée de rétourner à l'université le semestre prochain. ^___^)

mes amis, attendez-moi~ je viendrai~ XD

went to up bna right after work. i tried to make it before the usual pre-con ike ike, but to no avail.... TT____TT the traffic did me in. TT___TT

in any case, i got there in one piece, sporting my harajuku attire that i shopped for just last wednesday. ^___^ lol, i actually went to work in that outfit so i wouldn't have to dress up when i get to bna. XD

it was really good to see them ame peepz again... deng was awesome. XD and i thank klaine for finally returning my dnangel manga. XD ica was there (buddy!!! aymishdyoo^^) and neji groped my ass several times. hazz. XD michelle came by with her sister, and i got to meet danix again. ^__^ i also saw boom later on, and had a little chat. and... oh yea, drea, ang kilabot ng loli, was dressed up as one.... will wonders never cease? XD and of course, i saw my sons and daughters and their children and their children's children (lol, meron nga. XD)... my spawn (all of them, mind you... XD) are amazing. they're made of win. XD saw riisha and rhea in the ladies' room, of all places. XD

went to help out at speed dating when they were short one girl. it was fun, and a different experience. LOLXD i'd rather not say anything more than that. XD

went around for the lulz and was suddenly a runner for a short period of time, as well as makeup artist and wig fixer. LOLXD

cosplay catwalk came around and it was awesome. i mean, cosplayers are just getting better every year! ^__^ they're so fun to watch. but seriously, i think that several categories should he added in the cosplay competition... like one for kids, one for cross-players... but yea. it would still be fun either way. ^^ speaking of which, i screamed my head off when i saw that someone cosplayed my first husband hiei, with a black fire dragon to boot~! XD hooyeah. of the people there, only riisha and k-chan understand why. XD and the kiddies were so cute~^__^ the group cosplays were.... well, i had mixed feelings. XD as usual, some are hot, some are not. but hey, it's all for the lulz. XD which reminds me, photos will be in my multiply some time this week. XD and i am very happy that i have a pic with my father.... kyaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnn~asdkfhgsdkfftierusdkfb solve na 'ko kahit yun lang ang pic ko sa whole fair... bonus na lang na may pic kami ni grimmy and ni hakkai and other random cosplayers... XD

stepped outside for a while to get some air with chinny, merv and april... and were later joined by zients... ang masasabi ko lang sa conversation, LOLXD... stayed outside with mic (budz!!!) and massaged her aching head.... wawa naman, may motion sickness na nga, epic pa yung lights sa stage for her eyes.. but yea, i eventually went in again for the bands.

had batch 3sam pics, although shempre di kumpleto. and then went on a joyride on the wheelchair. XD oh, and how could i forget ginnie's doujin that i so wanted to run away with.... but dang, i got caught. XD

earlier in the year, i thought that we wouldn't have fireworks for 8th ave... so it was a pleasant surprise when it was announced that there would be fireworks for the finale of the event. and really, it was a fitting end to the night even if there was epic smoke. XD pretty lights are pretty. ^__^ and it's quickly becoming tradition. ^__^

then went home with airis and family plus pinag-aawayang bf (lol), other dude (i don't think we've been introduced... gomen. >_<)and claire.... car-stuffing to the max! LOLXD so... thanks anak~ and thank tita for me again. ^___^ i wuv yoo guys to bits. ^___^

all in all, i wanna congratulate UP AME for reaching its 8th year. the fair, in my humble opinion was a success. there may be glitches every now and then, but it was pulled off and the audience had fun. so again, congratulations and may the org live longer, be stronger and happier. ^_^

went out and ate at dencio's with a certain someone who wishes not to disclose her name. lol. i'm so happy that we got to catch up on each other's lives. ^__^ i missed her a lot. ^_^ and in fairness, ang dami kong nasagap na chika. XD

and then dropped by up and.... yea. lol. ang gulo ko. basta. yun na yun. XD ahluvyah, reddish~

oh yeah! XD

sa wakas, natapos din ang mga paghihirap... will graduate... hell yeah!! XD ang tagal ko ring hindi nag-blog sa sobrang haggard sa thesis... >__< pero ok na ulit! ^__^

at kamusta naman ang bonggang sem-ender.. XD anawangin island cove sa zambales from april 3-5!!! ^__^ shocks... talk about sobrang fun... shempre kasi kasama sina ann (thesis partner!!), lei, ck, mia, hershey, shayne, sheena, red, phoebe, wina and her teammates haydee, chitochino, jasonjacob and manuel. LOLXD 3 days and 2 nights of non-civilization... no signal, no electricity, no nothing.. except for the beach, the sand, the pine trees (yes, there are pine trees. lots of them. para kang nasa baguio) and water. it was more fun than i imagined it would be. ^__^

( april 3 )

( april 4 )

( april 5 )

uber nakakapagod, pero super saya...

sana maulit pa... ^__^

pics are here

of course, di kaya ma-capture lahat (lalo na yung night sky... *sigh*) but these will help me remember when i'm senile, or something. XD

yesterday, lcf (well, a lot of us anyways) ate at shakey's and exchanged gifts (ann, thanks so much sa book~! ahluvyah mwahmwah~^__^). later we went to drew's. a very early christmas party, LOLXD. and i lulz at life.... i drank quite a lot, good thing tinamaan lang ako pagdating ko sa bahay.. XD hehe. but then, when i drink i have to sleep for nine hours straight.. which i couldn't since i have an early morning class.. and yeah sometime around 4 am i woke up randomly. and so i was bangag for most of the day today. XD

watched faculty follies... it was fun, but not as fun as last year's. ^^ and the EL department won~! yay~! hehe. pano ba naman kasi, ang beauty nina uta at errol andun... san ka pa? XD and no, krizia, ayoko nang magcomment sa isang milby. LOLXD

pero may isang dancer sa isang other group na.... kkkkkkkkkkyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaannnnn~! XD hehehe. eksakto yung body type niya sa gusto ko, tapos ang galing niya sumayaw, tapos cute din siya... eeeeeeeeek~! gyah. XD

oh yeah, k-chan showed me some one-piece music vids, and i heart them. ^__^

i lulz @ life.

i ended up doing work for my sister's org. LOLXD

dropped by mahyeee's house with ron for the work. and we are oc.. XD btw, thanks for dinner, mahyeee~! ahmissed you... ^___^

grabbed this from lowell...

86%DRUNKARD

LULZ.

on other news.... got acquainted with a long-lost family member. now i know where that part of me came from.. XD i mean, come on. XDDDDD

still other news... i've been addicted to saiunkoku monogatari for a long time now, i just haven't gotten around to fangirling it... gah!!!! bitin talaga!!!! i shouldn't have watched when i did without knowing hindi pa siya tapos... teh pain~! teh agony~!!!! am waiting for the second season's episode 9 liek whoaz... haven't found a hubby to add to my harem *winks at k-chan, jobax, riisha-chan and my loveable twin kat* but i absolutely adore reishin... he's just... LOLXD. and he goes well with kijin, too... XDDDD but i think my otp for this anime would be shuuei x kouyuu... but drunk!kouyuu x shuuei works too.... fufufufufufu... XD and what is it with the hot dads i've been seeing in anime i've been watching lately?!! it started with ryuuken and isshin (hell yeah!) in bleach and went on and on until shouka... XD i lulz at one of shuuei's comments about the black wolf. XD

i should probably stop blabbing now and get back to work... XD

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haberday, tiff~! hehe. thanks sa uber fun party~!

i lolz at klaine. XD

slept over at mic's house with a bunch of other peepz... LOLXD thanks, budz~! *huggles*

mornings are haggard. haxx. XD

went to the set-up at 6:30, without eating nor sleeping... haxx. but i survived, so... yeah. XD

i learned that i must not even try to lift panel boards (that are heavy like whoaz) much less transport them from the engineering building to the bnl while wearing new (as in it hasn't been broken into) shoes. the blisters.. they hurt. you learn something new everyday... LOL

the usual frenzy during preparations was just that: usual. but i still find myself looking forward to the "ike ike ame" cheer just before opening the gates. the implications make me sad.. and aghast at the same time. XD

was at the tarot card reading booth with sarah almost the whole day... and it was really draining... of course, not physically... but draining nonetheless. the most random experience in that booth is the ld shoot... haxx. i'll never live it down. the kids were sweet, though. ^__^ and no, i did not eat them. i'm not some pedo. XD after that, sarah practically ordered me to take a 30-minute break... came back after that and finished reading until closing time of the booth.

went near the stage when my shift was over... we were so random. the concert was just.... LOL. everyone's tired, but the ame peepz still got some out of nowhere and danced and jumped like whoaz. and cam-whored of course.

speaking of which... took pictures when i could (they're not that many) but i'm damned happy with what i got. ^___^ although there's this one video that i missed. damn. and i really wanted it, too. TT___TT but.. owel. at least i got a vid of the fireworks this year... it was really pretty and bright and shining shimmering splendid (expensive, too, by the looks of it...)

all in all, i really feel that the fair was a success.. after all, i'm sure the audience enjoyed it a lot... and we did, too, despite the haggardness and shiz... ^_____^

as usual, nothing happened. academically, at least... XD

had a chat with pauline about certain things while waiting for our russian prof for el 197... LOLXD

but i learned that we had to do something for thesis class which is due on monday... haxx. i mean, wtf, right? >__<

but in any case, i enjoyed the rest of the day with my lcf friends... ^__^

zach brought his laptop with a shitload of games... aliens and fish... they just don't mix. LOLZ XD also, thanks to him, krizia, red and i had transpo until sm north where we ate dinner (bk, para pwedeng magsaksak ng laptop at paglaruan ang mga isda... XD) may incident na hindi ko alam kung maiinis ako o matatawa, pero owel.. XD then went to quantum to get rid of zach's extra tokens... hahaha, may pang-blackmail ako!!! insert evil laugh here.. shet, nagulat talaga ako... naskandalo ang lola mo. XD so guys, sa uulitin!!! XD

and yes, gusto ko pa rin magkaron ng sarili kong han kyul... wala bang ganon dito sa pilipinas?!!! haxx... XD

THANK GOD THE ORDEAL IS OVER.

it was hell, i tell you. i've had fever since thursday night last week, had a check-up monday and was admitted the same night for dengue fever. i didn't know what to expect, really. it's the first time i've been hospitalized since i was a baby. the dextrose was just awful and my left arm swelled when my vein gave out... TT____TT so they transferred it to my right. which was sort of okay, since my right arm was starting to have a bruise where they kept on taking blood samples... it fucking hurt like whoaz, especially when this one nurse took some of my blood... she was so ugh!!!! ang bigat ng kamay niya!!! sa sobrang sakit, feeling ko parang ni-rip out niya yung buong arm ko... TT______TT so i was so surprised when i suddenly cried as soon as she got out of the room. now that i remember it i feel like laughing. LOLXD in any case pati left arm ko nagkaganon... TT___TT i had no medication or whatever, but i had to drink water liek whoaz. i finished 36 liters in 3 days. and i had to deal with the uber itchy dengue rash... it took every ounce of my self-control not to scratch. the doc gave me meds for it.. it was effective, since i didn't feel it when the medication took effect, but i guess that's because it knocks me out. LOLXD

in any case, i got out of the hospital yesterday. and i'm okay now if anyone's gonna ask... i still can't move very well, though. but well. at least i'm not celebrating my birthday in there..

still can't go to the induction... but i taught tiff everything she has to know, and i'm confident in her abilities, so i'm not worried. anak, you have my support, kahit wala ako diyan. ^___^

to the rest of the inductees, good luck. ^___^

happy birthday, zoila~! thanks for the wonderful food~! ^____^

and a random thing i got from airis...

himitsu_no_hime - a pinch of sexiness - 1/2 a cup of intelligence - a scoop of ambition Lightly brown.

'What is your personality recipe?' at QuizGalaxy.com

*reads it again*

LOLZ.

as much as i want to, i can't update my lj as often as i would've before my thesis came into my life.... TT_____TT

but since i'm already here, i would like to ask my dear friends to help me decide which ones to print from the following gradpics.. please vote for each type...

and sorry if the resolution's not so good. i only had the pics scanned hurriedly (plus, they were really tiny) para ma-post ko agad... i don't have much time to decide kasi... ^___^

thanks guys,luvyah. ^__^

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after a loooooooooooooong time of not updating, suddenly, an entry! XD

pero bago ang lahat, happy birthday, nessa!!!!

hehe.

j'ai porté mon ordinateur portable (je l'aime beaucoup! c'est l'ordinateur de ma vie! LOLXD) pour faire un exposé du XXe siècle avec mes autres camarades de classe (c'est-à-dire bern, moi et sheena) mais il n'y avait assez de temps pour finir l'exposé tout entière.. donc, il faut le porte encore vendredi. mais c'est pas grave.

hehe. random french is random.

anyways...

fra!!!! *gives you a great big hug* ^__^

pyro!!! waah, sorry.. wala nang place dun sa jeep... TT___TT

speaking of which, i went home with my sis today. and suddenly, i bought new shoes... haxx. TT____TT a bit expensive, but... it was cute, goddamnit! >__< haxx... so yeah...

will go to alliance française de manille tomorrow. i hope i find the book i need... TT__TT

it was so fun~

yay for ice skating!!!

yay for arcade!!!!

yay for food!!!!

yay!

i'm so tired... but it was worth it. ^____^

saka na yung details, antok na ko... *makes mental note to edit this post*

LOLXD

went to u.p. today for the apps' meeting... since no other memcom could make it... it was ok for the most part, so yeah...

had a meaningful conversation with my two apprentices. LOLXD

deng swung by later on and we became even more random... hehe. DENG, I LOVE YOU!!! XD DON"T LET THAT POKEMON GET TO YOU!!! XD

went to mcdo katips to have dinner with zoila, diego, pyro, nadine, fra, justine and mark. all i can say is, i LOLZ @ life. XD most of them know what i mean... in more ways than one, LOLXD.

then had to go home 'cause i didn't notice it was so late.. bought new gloves for my sis, since i forgot to do that last weekend. XD ang ayaw ko lang pag ginagabi ako, kailangan ko talagang mag-cab. haxx. suddenly, extra gastos... >___<

but.. yeah.